Journal Entry: Almost gave up blogging.
Just a normal Saturday, waking up around 3/4 a.m because apparently my body has gotten used to being awake at shitty hours because of my shitty shift. Decided to download a few old comedies and take advantage of my off-peak wifi cos how else am I ganna use it???
Went to the doctor to get my health sorted and even shaved my legs this morning which is a fucking miracle.
On our car journey home, I just randomly thought of how I didn't blog in a while then thought of why it was. I then started to ponder and ponder and ponder. I felt like I just wanted to take a break from all social media (besides Whatsapp) to re-evaluate my life choices and what I put out there. I thought to myself, "you know what? You don't have to do this. You can live a minimalistic social life and be free of social media's noose around your neck and just live. Live freely. That's it."
You know, we often think that only the physical things in life creates barriers and obstacles for us because we can see, touch or feel it but we don't realize that the things we do or adapt from others (like uploading pictures of the "fake"' you or wanting something that someone else has, but you don't need, just to fit in or follow the trend) also has an impact on our lives and how we progress and grow as a person.
Btw, fronting all the time just hurts your self confidence and you'll just end up losing yourself. Mat karo na please 😧.
I then decided to post a status (on Facebook) saying that I was thinking of giving up blogging (as a warning to my readers). I knew that some people followed my blog posts and liked them but never expected to get any responses and guess what? Yes, you guessed right. I got a couple of responses and these were from people I never expected it to come from besides one little lady. (Ps: Thank you Yums for always being there!!!) I was encouraged to push through it. I was also told to remember why I started which just made me feel sick because I had to think hard and backtrack my memory real good whilst being in motion (still in the car) and oh man, it's a bad combination. I fucking hate motion sickness.
So, I started to blog because I wanted the world to view things from my perspective. Simple things. Everyday life things. Girly things. Exploring things. General life experiences and life hack things. Also, things not to buy and things you'll love. How to do things things. Creative things. Life lesson things. New journey things. Just regular shit man. Sharing my experiences is what I love so that it can either help the next person or make them laugh, you know?
Anyway, I'm just ranting and I guess putting this here so that I can come back and read it when I feel shitty because obviously people feel shitty all the time.
Thank you for taking your personal time to read this post 💞
Went to the doctor to get my health sorted and even shaved my legs this morning which is a fucking miracle.
On our car journey home, I just randomly thought of how I didn't blog in a while then thought of why it was. I then started to ponder and ponder and ponder. I felt like I just wanted to take a break from all social media (besides Whatsapp) to re-evaluate my life choices and what I put out there. I thought to myself, "you know what? You don't have to do this. You can live a minimalistic social life and be free of social media's noose around your neck and just live. Live freely. That's it."
You know, we often think that only the physical things in life creates barriers and obstacles for us because we can see, touch or feel it but we don't realize that the things we do or adapt from others (like uploading pictures of the "fake"' you or wanting something that someone else has, but you don't need, just to fit in or follow the trend) also has an impact on our lives and how we progress and grow as a person.
Btw, fronting all the time just hurts your self confidence and you'll just end up losing yourself. Mat karo na please 😧.
I then decided to post a status (on Facebook) saying that I was thinking of giving up blogging (as a warning to my readers). I knew that some people followed my blog posts and liked them but never expected to get any responses and guess what? Yes, you guessed right. I got a couple of responses and these were from people I never expected it to come from besides one little lady. (Ps: Thank you Yums for always being there!!!) I was encouraged to push through it. I was also told to remember why I started which just made me feel sick because I had to think hard and backtrack my memory real good whilst being in motion (still in the car) and oh man, it's a bad combination. I fucking hate motion sickness.
So, I started to blog because I wanted the world to view things from my perspective. Simple things. Everyday life things. Girly things. Exploring things. General life experiences and life hack things. Also, things not to buy and things you'll love. How to do things things. Creative things. Life lesson things. New journey things. Just regular shit man. Sharing my experiences is what I love so that it can either help the next person or make them laugh, you know?
Anyway, I'm just ranting and I guess putting this here so that I can come back and read it when I feel shitty because obviously people feel shitty all the time.
Thank you for taking your personal time to read this post 💞
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